THE ANALOGY OF A STORM CLOUD

     THE ANALOGY OF A STORM CLOUD

 

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I started taking pictures of clouds. Everyone has a story to them. People don’t think of the clouds, but to me they are the closet to heaven we have here on earth.  I have a lot of them stored on my cellular phone I take pictures of clouds when I go for walks to push agoraphobia another glory to reminding me to keep walking.

We should use the analogy of a Storm cloud ,our lives pretty much for most people go pretty much quite like cloud go really unnoticed. You think your life is valued by love ones, husbands, wives, fiancés children, friends, pastors etc., really things are building up slowly as a conglomerate binding together.

Making the way for a powerful self- destructing and devastating event as we see in nature a hurricane, tornado a mixture of a cold front and warm front. As a good woman being silently abused, physically, emotionally, sexually and destroying the soul of a woman. Rain is destructive as it is responsible for floods adding the destruction of rain. The rivers, streams, creeks, canals flowing into the mother natures flow and ecosystem for all living creatures in the ocean.

While the wind, raised, combines with fire fueled by heat dryness destructing lives dreams and you become soul searching at your core your soul.

You then look at life again realizing the reason for fueling your life and the soul of the people then reach to them to find Jesus to refuel their soul people then reach to Jesus to refuel their soul, heart, and their wellbeing. We overlook Jesus has always been with us walking on the beach even though there was only one footprint in the sands he lives in all of us.

The analogy of a thunderstorm is that splitting of molecules and nuclei of atoms replenish the level of oxygen. As you notice the clean smell of the ozone plentiful after the thunderstorm and lightning storm and we have the ability to rebuild our core of our soul many times a day, a week, a month but overlook the power of Christ. Fear no one God is our creator of the universe, oceans, mountains, the Earths stars, plants, and the balance of life. So give our soul to the Lord and release all holds on your growth by yourself from depression, anxiety or any mental illness or control from your abusive love one or friend. Follow the training of your Creator totally total wholeness body heart and soul. 

Jesus Blood Is In Our Veins

There is power in the blood of Jesus, and that power is not something which stays outside of us. That is a power which we can actually feel, which symbolically we eat, which we drink, with which we become transfused. God’s blood pumps in our veins.    Knowing we have the blood of god we have the  power to transform our lives. . We have been redeemed. We have had your blood cleansed by the blood of Jesus. God’s blood pumps through our veins. For me, this  It contains all life. It transports the oxygen, which is the revealing spirit. It brings all nourishment to the soul. This blood is universal for all people. It will heal your soul; it will fight your diseases;  your hurt, your fears and with the knowledge of this we will build us up into one holy body.   To receive the enlightened spirit of oxygen, the entire power by which your life is to be nourished with hope, with joy, with ecstasy, with love, the entire way in which we are going to prevent further diseases from happening, and, if we have problems, the way in which we will be cleansed and healed is none other than that blood which dripped from Jesus on Mt. Calvary. God’s blood pulses through our veins. We are the literal actual body of Christ.

  Let me put this in a different concept.  Sometimes when we are hurt, scared or in pain , we give up on a lot of our faith. Why do we do this because we are human. When we have so much evil and wickedness in our life’s but still try to work past the evil and the pain. The harder we try to work through all of our burdens the more weaker we become.  Just like a car for example when driving the car there is bumps and curves to go through. Same as our live we have struggles and burdens to drive through . As with a car we get to a certain point were we have a steep hill to drive so the car is in overdrive running hot. We to get to the point of with so much pain and hurt in us we also are like climbing that steep hill in life. We end up driving an emotional roller coaster of hills we are also in overdrive. We get burned out mentally and give up on our own faith like a car that is in overdrive it runs out of gas and only on fumes now so the engine becomes slower and weaker . It runs out of gas just like we in a concept lose faith.    As with the car they are built with a reserve tank enough gas to keep pushing until we get to were we are going.  We have a God built reserve tank in us to keep pushing.  That tank is called our soul and inner peace.     The is where we build back up the blood of God and renew ourselves. With the car we go to the station and  fill the tank back up, and the engine once again will run stronger. Like a station for gas we use the word of God to renew our strength, with knowledge and enrich our blood so we run stronger too.     I myself  have been through so much pain and abuse in my life . Given up on hope and my own faith . I started to study the word of God and writing scripture for my spiritual healing so now I have renewed to God and the holy spirit my blood is enriched with holiness.

The Gift From O…

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The Gift From Our Creator.

  Flowers always have a little or a lot of setbacks in growth. Our Creator (Maker in Heaven) has given us nature to brighten to strengthen us through a near death experience or self-destruction. He has given us as well as the flower a great root system through strengthened the soul us through self-destruction. And despair when we have the lost the strength to carry on we are given the gift of our Creator which is always part of our heart and soul. When we have loss drive to go on or lose faith. Flower as well as human at times at times has given up on itself the beautiful buds start to wilter and we close and isolate out from ourselves and others.

   All this time the Creator, has given us our inner strength and soul to protect us ” a root system” that we have within our soul spirit soul inspiration  He has given us the total gift of his son to guide us through life.  We are meant by our creation to be social beings and too many times we shelter, hide self – punish, and create a mindset of confusion. We always for look for strength and guidance from loved ones and family a home we believe has unconditioned love as we do for them but to many times they look at those who suffer social anxiety, bipolar, agoraphobia those who have been sexually abused or molested as a child who trusted who they look up to for guidance to become a whole person. As they have entrusted as the believed had the best interest with them had built a path of disbelief uncertainty confusion and self-disbelief.      

  As well as the flower the gift as the root given that was given to us same as the flower we must follow our Creator given divine gift of nurturing, feeding, loving and  the total and truthful self to our gift given to us from Creator our most precious gift our children given the gift the sacrifice so we can follow total happiness through scripture as well as socialization. We become alone in our ourselves building strength in numbers is our gift to help us through life, but as society has grown to be polically incorrect the gift given us the creature celebration his words the church where we can socialize on solid ground the bible. Unfortunately as society as grown generation after generation the gift has been lost so much because the division of church and state. So sad that our children or are told that they cannot enjoy or promote the words of our Creator in the public that our Creator the government or politically believe it is unjust to have written on the currency and coins in God we trust, the Pledge of Allegiance is being attack saying in God.

   Why don’t people see that society has become too much independence as we are teaching our children to be just for them self’s the gift we should share the gift of mother has given to animals, plant, trees, flowers and all mother nature created the strength of socializing nurturing growing as one  not like ourselves human as divided ourselves form others and lost the gift of socializing mentoring nurturing loving praying , and become a god Given strength of numbers , the power of attraction we have people overlook is the love inspiration and scripture that we as society should look as ourselves as a flower does to thru the root system to strengthen growth of body and soul that has setback environmental, by shutting yourself disbelief and his total gift of wholeness during time of loss life family relationships look within yourselves  to self-search your gift of life and priceless, gift of live given to us. Looking thru the mirror, soul search you have the strength to carry on yourself without help from others beside the gift of life inspiration love from our Creator.  When in time of despair uncertainty. Death, failed relationship unguided a water of friendships loss of self-belief abuse, neglect. Domestic violence, rape molestation and so many other unfortunate happenings’.

   In time of distress look to find in the wild the gift of a flower that’s buds  to see the growth the buds, the smell  of the gift of our Creator to help us through the unfortunate in life. Flowers as well as we being in a garden as well as a church the ability to bloom pollinate for growth beauty.

  The analogy I written to a friend, family and stranger can be changed goodness thru the gift of smile that has unmistaken just the flower has the ability to self-start a new inspiration to overcome hurt.  A hibiscus plant a flower beauty attracts hummingbirds and bees has shown us nature. The human has destruct of Mother Nature through greed of money and politically.

 We have in recent years fought over global warming it’s a sign of our Creator to renew. Unfortunately the mishap of mass shootings, storms and tragedies that hurt life of adult and children has given us reason a come together as a whole complete society as our Creator in Heaven has intended in the beginning of his creations.

Just My Way I Overcame Alot

 

 

Many peple have ask How I overcame so much in such little time. The time was not a thing to me .I was just finding answers and trusting God. I have posted a simuliar post to my blog page it has helped many understand my healing.

There comes a point it your life when you just keep asking “why?” or “why me?” Then questions seem to keep replaying over and over. Not always having the answers ten to make us lose faith. Faith in ourselves and faith in our Lord. Our inner peace feels shattered we feel worthless and alone. How do we find the answers when we are ready to give up?

I myself have been there for far too long. I gave up on myself my dignity and my morals. I lost that peace in me. I had nothing else but one last prayer to God to help me find my answers. Having nothing to lose now I went down to my knees and did a prayer.

  God please heal me. I cry constantly begging you to heal me. Struggles and confusion that are causing me pain. I’m afraid .God I beg of you heal me with your all loving power. Make these thoughts disappear. Make me strong. My heart soul body and mind are yours my God. I am your servant, your daughter. My love for you has grown. I wish I could see you my beautiful father. Feel you or at least hear you. Tell me I will be ok.Tell me these struggles will disappear. My God don’t leave me alone. I don’t know what’s to come in the future but I cannot do it without you. I hand you these thought and troubles that are misguiding me for my healing take them from me God. I beg you In Jesus Name; help me find will and strength to find my healing. AMEN!!

I cried for what seemed to be hours after this prayer. I think it was Gods way of having me release it all to him. After this cry I felt the Lord has hear me I felt some relief.

I realized then Jesus has never let me he was there all along beside me. I just for go to let go and Hand my burdens to Jesus. God gave his son to carry burdens and hurt your pain and your fears if we just let go.

I have started taking steps to heal from my pain .I know after years of hiding all of my abuse this will be a very long road for me to walk on. I have chosen that I have to keep walking with Jesus as my savior I trust he will not fail me. I have to admit these steps are never going to be easy for me but this is what I need to do to find closure and have happiness in my life. I knew as long as I had faith in my healing Jesus would walk in my journey beside me.

I know now that I have found my healing and start a new journey in life. This journey will have some stumble and fall. Lot bumps will I will hit along the way. Jesus will hold my hand and guide me to keep walking. Psalm 30:2 O LORD my God; I cried out to You, And You healed me. Psalm 107:19-20 Then they cried out to the LORD in their trouble.

 

My Healing Began With God

I have started taking steps to heal from my pain .I know after years of hiding all of my abuse this will be a very long road for me to walk on. I have chosen that I have to keep walking with Jesus as my savior I trust he will not fail me. I have to admit these steps are never going to be easy for me but this is what I need to do to find closure and have happiness in my life.

I knew as long as I had faith in my healing Jesus would walk in my journey beside me  I know now that I will find my healing and start a new journey in life. This journey will have some stumble and fall. Lot bumps will I will hit along the way. Jesus will hold my hand and guide me to keep walking. Psalm 30:2 O LORD my God; I cried out to You, And You healed me. Psalm 107:19-20 Then they cried out to the LORD in their trouble

Now to regain my strength, make peace with my maker in Heaven, rebuild my own faith and inner peace. I am back to prayers everyday morning prayer for strength an afternoon prayer for encouragement and at the end of my day a prayer to keep me safe and to free my mind of the demons who have hurt me. I read scriptures and write them down on a daily basis

Psalm 46:1-3 “God is our refuge And strength, a very present help in Trouble. Therefore we will not fear, Though the earth should change, Though the mountains shake in the Heart of the sea; though its waters Roar and foam, though the Mountains tremble with its tumult.” Psalm 57:1 “Be merciful to me, O God, be merciful to me, for in you My soul takes refuge; in the shadow Of your wings I will take refuge, until The destroying storms pass by

The Purple Butterfly

`  I know I tend to be an over thinker sometimes.Mind forever is working now because im finding healing. so I will share this with you because its inspiration to me: Not many stop and think of a butterfly and what it means in a spiritual way. I know myself I have seen many butterflies enjoyed their beauty but didn’t stop and think of Gods purpose for every creation he has gave to us. The butterfly has such powerful meaning other than its glory. a butterfly symbolizes change, rebirth, renewal and happiness. Butterflies represent the joy and happiness of transformation. This insect starts life as a caterpillar, then spins its cocoon.

During the time the caterpillar lies dormant sequestered off from the rest of the world, there is a period of great transition and change. Finally after this time of self-imposed seclusion and transition, the caterpillar awakens and emerges, transformed, forever changed into a beautiful butterfly. The colors of butterflies come in many ways and these colors also symbolize its beauty too. Colors make a direct energy contribution towards our physical, mental and spiritual development. Not all of see this in life either. The Yellow Ray stimulates mental growth by way of the brain. We think in yellow – WISDOM. Red Ray provides sustenance for the physical body, gaining entrance by way of the breath. We feel in red – ACTIVITY. Blue is the color of distance – oceans, skies, the heavens. The energy of blue helps us to look beyond the immediate environment, expanding our perceptions towards the unknown. Orange combines red and yellow. It contains the fiery energy of red with the wisdom and control of yellow. Orange is a dynamic energy like red but more thoughtful and controlled.Green = LIFE, BALANCE, NATURE Green is the merging of yellow (mind) and blue (spirit). It is located exactly at the point of color balance – midway between red and violet on the color spectrum. Indigo = INFINITY while blue is calming, indigo is sedating. Lastly there is Violet = HIGHEST ELEMENT OF spiritual mastery should be viewed as both a completion as well as a beginning.

So the next time you see a beautiful butterfly  past remember God has them here for purpose. His purpose is to heal us for pain despair or confusion we may have in Gods world. We all suffer our struggles in life but in the end of our suffering God does has a reason to feel healing and be the butterfly so we can fly free with meaning of healing I  feel the purple butterfly is the sign that we all become because through our healing of abuse , we do get out of a cocoon ( isolated sheltered minds hiding in pain and feeling ashamed of allowing ourselves to not speak out  do to our low self esteem our abusers inflict upon up.)  We become that butterfly them we renew our minds to become strong through Jesus .  Our colors will change as we keep faith that we will keep growing and become a stronger person. Once we our the purple butterfly we are now no longer victims we are survivors now.

HEAL US LORD

God of peace, there are many places and many people who do not experience your peace. Right now there are many, many women and children who live under the dark weight of the fear of violence right in their own homes. We pray for your protection and for wisdom for friends and officials to help bring that right protection to them. We pray for the many men who themselves feel powerless and confused about their relationships. We ask that you would help them find healthy ways to work out their frustrations and to find hope without resorting to destructive impulses. God, work in our country to stem this epidemic. We ask for your perfect peace…” Heal us Lord ~Ephesians 5:28-29,  “Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice.” ~Ephesians 4:31,” ~Proverbs 10:11,

 

 “So then, my beloved brethren, let every man be swift to hear,  “Husbands, love your wives, and do not be harsh with them.” ~Colossians 3:19,

 “In the same way, you husbands must give honor to your wives. Treat her with understanding as you live together. She may be weaker than you are, but she is your equal partner in God’s gift of new life. If you don’t treat her as you should, your prayers will not be heard.” ~I Peter 3:7, NIV “The mouth of the righteous is a well of life, but violence covers

HEAL US LORD

God of peace, there are many places and many people who do not experience your peace. Right now there are many, many women and children who live under the dark weight of the fear of violence right in their own homes. We pray for your protection and for wisdom for friends and officials to help bring that right protection to them. We pray for the many men who themselves feel powerless and confused about their relationships. We ask that you would help them find healthy ways to work out their frustrations and to find hope without resorting to destructive impulses. God, work in our country to stem this epidemic. We ask for your perfect peace…” Heal us Lord ~Ephesians 5:28-29,  “Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice.” ~Ephesians 4:31,” ~Proverbs 10:11,

 

 “So then, my beloved brethren, let every man be swift to hear,  “Husbands, love your wives, and do not be harsh with them.” ~Colossians 3:19,

 “In the same way, you husbands must give honor to your wives. Treat her with understanding as you live together. She may be weaker than you are, but she is your equal partner in God’s gift of new life. If you don’t treat her as you should, your prayers will not be heard.” ~I Peter 3:7, NIV “The mouth of the righteous is a well of life, but violence covers